After learning classical Bharatnatyam dance for 5 years. One day, I decided to choreograph a…
God, please save me..
Although I was illiterate, yet I managed to educate my children, two sons became doctors and settled abroad, two daughters, professionals, all got married.
I was happy and proud of them. In a time of need, my daughters and their husbands guided and supported me. I had a big happy family.
A few years later, I came to know that I got cancer. My doctor told me that I have two years left. Suddenly, everything stopped in me. I was in a state of shock for a few hours. Why me? Despite eating all good food according to me, no drinking and smoking, still it happened to me.
Anyway, it took me some days, but I accepted the situation. I was not feeling weak. I knew if I take a light diet, I can prolong my life. I told everyone in my family about it. My sons took the next fight and came to me. There was a big gathering, a round table conference at my home, all had their opinions. Everyone was eager and wanted to help and contribute competitively.
Everyone suggested many things but finally, they decided to get me operated. I sweetly told everyone that I wanted to wait for a few days to think about it. But my sons had a short visit and had to return to their jobs in a month.
I got confused. I thought, “I should listen to them, they are qualified doctors”.
I wanted some space to think about it. But no one left me alone for a minute out of their concern and love.
I told them that I want to consult my doctor. But they wanted my treatment to be in an expensive and popular hospital. Considering my request, they took me to my doctor, nearby, to a less expensive hospital.
After talking to my doctor, I felt good and wanted to get surgery from him only. But my sons and son-in-law wanted my operation in the best and most expensive hospital. They were eager to take care of everything. It was not easy not to get influenced.
I thought everyone cannot be wrong. Finally, I got surgery according to them.
After my surgery, the doctor told us the problem was far too complicated, during the surgery they decided not to do anything. So, I was operated on but for nothing. This surgery made me lose all my energy, weight, and strength.
My children served me for a month with all their love. Their mind seemed to be satisfied, nothing more can be done. And they all went back to their worlds.
Instead of living for 2 years, I died within six months. I wished I should have followed my heart.
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Very nice…stay safe & healthy!
Thank you Archna. I appreciate the time you have taken to comment on the website.
Good one … Intuitive intelligence is better than intellect
Thank you, Manisha. Intellect supports when it gets tuned with the inner self.
Beautiful and true artical Vanisha Ji ,
With the Master ‘s grace you helped me a lot with your short and precise massages and tips when i was struggling with this virus , during hospitalization phase of 13days and before that i was in intense severe pain I always felt that whatever the God and master will do with me that will be the best option .Although this phone usage tip you have given now via this article but anyhow i was following it during my critical phase of hospitalization by requesting my family members not to call me and convey the same to all wishers In this regard. That way I was able to use my limited energy in doing kriya practices and resting. A few family members were updated by text or small voice massages. . From my side ..
Thank you Mukesh ji, We are glad you recovered. It is God’s and master’s grace plus your ability to believe, and trust without a doubt. You made efforts, did kriya practice, and followed the tips in the middle of deep trouble. I appreciate your efforts. It is always a combination of God’s grace and our efforts. Thank you for your kind and loving message. You humble me. 🙏
We should listen to our inner voice ..
Thank you, Viswanath Ji, I appreciate the time you have taken to comment on the website.
Inner voice…….The best guide 👍🏼
Yes, you are right Sunita. Thank you 😊
Intuitive guidance is ultimate guide when you become confuse to take decisions. Intuitive guidance is directed from the God.
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Well written Vanisha,I like how you write simply but with clarity.
Thank you Brinda, It means a lot to me.🙏
Very good and inspiring article vanisha ji. God and gurus bless you